ok i'm over feeling sorry for myself. now i've just got to work out what i want to do before i can do it.

oh and i've got to stop using the word got! when is was in junior school we had one teacher who made us bury the word got and look for other words to use in its place. that was about the only grammar i ever remember being taught, sadly. as an adult i became interested in crossword puzzles and using a thesaurus and dictionary together to cross reference words, it's amazing how soon you start to sound intelligent. sadly if you stop then you start to sound like the normal run of the mill pleb you've always known you are.